boohoo

Ive lost my bookilist that i got from Sheffield, and i only got the thing this morning!! Its soooooo stressful!! Why am i so dis-organised?? Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!

And i had world war 3 with my parents and Leila this morning which involved me saying , "im glad im nothing like you" to Leila.  Its got to be said, i acted like a true teenage brat, i should soooooo get a medal :) Im not going to be able to do this in Sheffield :(

Going to a wedding in Bradford tomorrow with my fokes and Leila, ive never met the bride or groom before in my life and they have no idea who i am!! Ohh its a fun life being asian :)

Amy's party has been the latest event, it was sooooo cool! We all went for this really posh meal in this posh place where there was traditionally a pervy waitor, he was Algerian and so therefore took away my "never met an Algerian before" virginity, me and Kate got lethelly pissed on Sangria and i spilt tons of it on her very expensive dress which is on loan! Thankfully she found it funny! Actually we were the only two who were pissed!! Bring on uni!!

Then i fell down outside the restaurant...sooooo embarrassing, and then me, Lucy, Kate and Emma decided we needed a pee so we scrounged our way into this other really posh place and got past the bouncers without paying by using our feminine charm and got to use the toilets.  Due to impatience, Emma and Lucy went into the mens and...SHARED A TOILET! Im not going to even ask but moving on... me and kate joined them in the guys toilet and also got to walk in on a bloke peeing who decided he'd flirt with us and then show us his pee that was rinsing down...it was severely mingin, ive been scarrd for life! Then we came out and there was a limo waiting for us and we all got in and wove to tons of random people and me and kate drank loads of champagne and i spilt loads inbetween her legs and then i passed out...in the limosine, and to be honest...thats alllllllll i can remember, i was pretty drunk!! Oh well...at least Amy has photos :)

8 days till my birthday and......

till i start uni and....

till i see Ben!! Yayyyyyyyyy... theres a 4 year age difference between us at the mo...how wrong is that???

Big hug, Love ya lots, Shay xxx :)

So boyfriends are complicated.

I feel reeeeeeeeealy bad cause im not  seeing Ben this week but Im seeing him tomorrow and tuesday and Wednesday and at the weekend but then...

Im not seeing him for 2 weeks and he doesn't know this yet and...he's sooooo going to flip (well he doesnt flip cause he's too nice but im not sure he'll be entirely happy about it)...but im sure he'll understand, he's an understanding guy :) Its just that im going to have soooooo much to do in those 2 weeks and i won't have time to go to Sheffield and come back, unless he wants to come down to see me which is going to be impossible and besides.....

im moving up there in 2 and a half weeks anyway and we'll be able to spend tons of time together...right? Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy do i feel so guilty?

Maybe i should turn into a mole and hybernate!

My mother pointed out today that my left eyebrow looks bumpy, this is not the greatest thing to tell a teenager whose suffering from severe teenage "i'm ugly and suicidal" angst (well not quite, but a little dramaticness never did anyone any harm....well apart from ACTUAL suicidal people...okay i don't know where this is going, i'll shut up) either way, i will leave it bumpy and treat it as a fashion statement or something!

Going boring couply shopping with Ben tomorrow (its soooooo cute!), we need to buy stationary and socks...oh the joys of being a student...so Sophster...(happy_daiz)

I'll see ya tomorrow!

Big hug, Love Shay xxx :)

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Im going to Sheffield!! Woohoooooooo!! I got my results last week and I got…

an A in Religious studies, and I got 100% in one of my papers, check me out eh?

I got an A for sociology

C for Geography, but I got 100% in one of those papers too…how mads that?

C for general studies….not that that matters!

 Im reaaaaaaly excited about going to university! Bring on the sex, drugs and rock and roll baby!  Ben’s moving next Saturday and im going up on the 19^th…my birthday : (  Im soooo scared about freshers week and paranoid everyone’s going to hate me but hey, I should love Sheffield, it’s the rock capital and my beautiful boyfriends going to be there with his wacky mates : )

 Not much has happened today, I went to dad’s school to hang out with Fuzzy and then I went to the dentist to get a couple of fillings and jeeeeeeez the dude nearly murdered my mouth! He put screwdivers and all in it and vacummed it every now and then with this spray thing.  He’s a bit mental actually, he can hardly speak English so all he ever says is, “ooooorrrrrrpen…OPEN”. Then he was like, “im going to give you an injection” so I was like, “ok, will it hurt” and he said, “errrrrrrm…you might feel it a little”. FEEL IT A LITTLE MY BLOODY ASS! IT NEARLY KILLED ME!! It was almost worse than losing your virginity…though not quite.

Dentists, are definitely evil.